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To: the universe sparkle sparkle

From: your pal Veran

Date: 2/20/24 3:18 PM EST

Subject: Lemmus lemmus


Today, me and my therapist discussed why I find it so comforting to appear small and wounded. (It was advantageous in the company of predators! ) On another note, last night I soothed by before-bed-mourning-terors by imagining myself as a lemming cuddled up in a den. If I turned into one on the spot, I'd live in the cupboard.

To: you

From: vueran

Date: 2/19/24 4:00 PM EST

Subject: Re:*No Subject*


Here's another blog post for you. Blog posts that are continuations of previous ones will have titled formatted like "Re:*Previous Post*". This theming is really cute. Stringing words together has all the ease of manual breathing to me right now. Sucks. Probably a mourning thing. IDK.

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From: vueran

Date: 2/19/24 3:59 PM EST

Subject: *No Subject*


I just got the idea for this to the shower and I neeeeded to make it a reality. I think it looks pretty good. It gives me something I can update periodically and not feel pressure over making into "content". Just cute little personal life updates! I don't know WHAT I'm doing writing this while I'm partially nonverbal horfhorfhorf.

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